from the heart, real quick

i don't know what i am
but i know that i'm not a normal man
is my soul gone or is it just cold
but the stupid things i do, has left me here alone
i try so hard to be what she wants me to be
but i just can't see the light
that she sees in me
im on the wrong with my sins
the devil is the driver of this one way train
only emotion left for me is agony and the pain
that i feel
am i just running away from love
or did destiny and devil made it this way
if there was anything i could to change
to my life, rearrange, just for her sake
but its not that easy
going through those nights alone
waking up with out her there to hold
each and everyday
i am the one blame, everything i touch just decays
and it sets up in flames
whats wrong with me, baby just leave
dont ever come back to me
only thing i do is hurt the ones i love